@lonk; audio; January 31

[sublimebeast]

Uh. Hi.

I'm sorry to anyone who's had to be around me over the last... I dunno. However long it's been.

I wasn't myself and I know I messed up real bad.

I'm better now.

...I mean, I'm still dead but I'm alone in my own head again or whatever so that's nice.

How is everyone else?

Are you all okay?

[A long pause.]

Right. Yeah.

That's all.

How I do make this thing stop ag--

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@darkness | audio

[evulsed]

Uh oh. Sounds like someone made a mess of things.

@langit; text

[arsarcanum]

it's his first time using the tablet
give him a chance

@langit; text

[arsarcanum]

all good :)
how are you? i didn't get a chance to see you after last week
i was wondering if you were okay

@darkness : text

[evulsed]

That's not what I meant stupid.

@lonk; audio

[sublimebeast]

I did but I'm gonna make things right.

audio

[sublimebeast]

I'm okay.

Who is this...

Is this Sora?

[evulsed]

Oh yeah? And how's that?

By saying you're real sorry?

[sublimebeast]

I'm gonna fight.

permatext

[arsarcanum]

oh
okay

consider not meaning that maybe?

permatext

[arsarcanum]

yeah
welcome to the network!
do you have any questions?

[evulsed]

No.

I'd rather watch him squirm.

[evulsed]

Fight what?

[sublimebeast]

Whatever happened...it was terrible. I never want to go through that again.

I don't want anyone to go through that again!

I didn't understand before how bad things got around here but now I do!

So as long as I can still fight, I'll do it.

To protect everyone.

[arsarcanum]

huh
okay
and that makes you feel... good?

[evulsed]

Give me a break. You must be as simple as your conviction to think its that easy.

You really think swinging your sword around will make anyone feel better?

[evulsed]

Were you the one he hurt?

[sublimebeast]

No.

I mean, maybe...

'Sjust....

*sniff*

[He tries not to let his emotion show too much and he fails. His voice tightens and those are definitely sniffles. He might be crying a little bit.]

[sublimebeast]

It's better than that awful haunted, hunted feeling.

I'll do more good swinging my sword than just running around lost and confused doing nothing.

[arsarcanum]

yup!

so did it feel good?
the thing you're doing here in this post
idk if you've stabbed me before

[evulsed]

Or you'll just stab one of your friends again.

audio

[arsarcanum]

[ WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK? Text too slow, audio now. ]

Where are you? Are you okay?

[evulsed]

Pathetic.

Did you even try to defend yourself?

[ ignoring the question? absolutely ]

[arsarcanum]

kinda? didn't really work though :P obvs

okay, so you get your kicks from hurting people
(or smth? idk tell me if i'm wrong)
next question: why? does it make you stronger or something?

audio

[sublimebeast]

I'm fine!

Really.

I'm just so relieved you're okay.

[sublimebeast]

How do you know about that?