@lonk; audio; January 31

[sublimebeast]

Uh. Hi.

I'm sorry to anyone who's had to be around me over the last... I dunno. However long it's been.

I wasn't myself and I know I messed up real bad.

I'm better now.

...I mean, I'm still dead but I'm alone in my own head again or whatever so that's nice.

How is everyone else?

Are you all okay?

[A long pause.]

Right. Yeah.

That's all.

How I do make this thing stop ag--

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[sublimebeast]

No.

I mean, maybe...

'Sjust....

*sniff*

[He tries not to let his emotion show too much and he fails. His voice tightens and those are definitely sniffles. He might be crying a little bit.]

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[arsarcanum]

[ WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK? Text too slow, audio now. ]

Where are you? Are you okay?

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[sublimebeast]

I'm fine!

Really.

I'm just so relieved you're okay.

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[arsarcanum]

Yeah! Yeah, I'm okay! Oh, no, you left before the doctor finished, huh? Okay, yeah, I get it. Yeah, I'm fine, he just sorta - filled me back up with blood? It kinda felt like getting filled with tomato soup or something. Except the soup was blood.

I'm good! Nothing to worry about! Really. I was just worried when I couldn't find you after.

[sublimebeast]

I had to go, that's all. The visions came back.

....I'm so glad you pulled through. I don't know what I'd do if they hadn't been able to patch you up again.

[arsarcanum]

Oooh, understandable. Okay, I get it.

[ Kind of a laugh? ] Not gonna lie, it was scary? But like, water under the bridge, right? That wasn't really you.

[sublimebeast]

I can't let something like that happen again.

[arsarcanum]

Because you're the hero, right? [ A small laugh. ] That's fine. But like, I'm still here. And you're still my friend. If this happens a thousand times over, that's not gonna change. I don't think you're gonna be less of who you are if you almost kill a guy a thousand times over who's chill with it, you know? That's me. I'm chill with it.

[sublimebeast]

[He's not really sure what "chill" means but thinks he can figure it out with context.]

I'm not sure I deserve such forgiveness but I'll accept it. Thank you.

[A pause.]

Maybe I should teach you some sword techniques. I dunno if they'd work with that odd blade of yours, but...

[arsarcanum]

Yeah. [ And that's all there is to it. ]

Would you really? [ BIG EXCITEMENT. ] Oh man, I was actually gonna ask you about that! I mean, Mr. Javert's good, but between you and me, I think I need some extra practice. I need to catch up to you if I wanna be a hero too, right?

[sublimebeast]

I'm sure you're already a hero.

But more sword arms around can't hurt anything, right?

[More arms to fight evil or to knock him flat if he ever loses it again.]

[arsarcanum]

Maybe more like a junior hero, but thanks.

I go to the gym on Wednesdays and Fridays for Mr. Javert's classes and I stay around to work after it's done. Do you wanna meet me then? Do you know where that is?

[ He won't be doing this specifically to knock certain Hylians flat, but it'll be a nice perk! Especially if neither of them has to get hurt. ]

[sublimebeast]

Uhm...No, I don't know where that is.

[arsarcanum]

Cool, okay, that's fine! Do you remember the cabins where Aziraphale and, um, Riku live? [ Awkward, but we are going to PUSH THROUGH THIS. ] It's in the same area. Here -

[ And after about ten minutes, Sora will send a second message with an image attached! It's a rough map of the Village area with landmarks and everything! The rec center is circled and has stars around it. ]

[sublimebeast]

Okay.

Second question, how do you it's Wednesday or Friday?

[arsarcanum]

You know, that's a really good question? I don't think anyone knows for sure. I just use the date on the tablet - if you let it go back to rest mode and wake it up again, it'll have the time and date on the same page as the apps.

[sublimebeast]

Huh.

Good to know.

Without the sun I keep losing track. It's all been one very long night to me.

[arsarcanum]

Yeah. I've been a few places where the sun never rises. Or sets. Or, like, stops setting?

[ ... ]

We've gotta make our own time. Little pretend suns to tell us when the day's starting, or when the day's over.

[sublimebeast]

You mean like...I dunno. Lift a torch from the Bonfire over a building in town and bring it down again at night?

[arsarcanum]

Hahahaha! It's a, um. A metaphor! You gotta make a schedule. A pattern! That way it won't matter when the sun's up - when you start going out and seeing your friends, you'll feel like you're forgetting something if you don't go out and do it. That's how the light in your heart works when all the other ones go out! It remembers that it has friends to see, and that makes it so stuff like time doesn't get away from you. Does that make sense?

[sublimebeast]

Uhm...

I think so?

[He decides to interpret all of this as "make yourself a schedule".]

Yeah.

It makes sense.

[arsarcanum]

... Yeah, that made more sense in my head. [ Sora has been living in his head for YEARS. ]

Anyway, don't worry if you can't make it right away! I'll always be around. Just catch me when you're ready!

Uh... Also... Don't let Vanitas get to you? He's just always like that.

[sublimebeast]

You know him?

[arsarcanum]

Ish? It's, uh. A reincarnation thing. He knew him in the past. From what I remember... yeah, he's just like that.

[sublimebeast]

He seemed to know lots of people.......

I wonder why so many of them are here?