@lonk; audio; January 31

[sublimebeast]

Uh. Hi.

I'm sorry to anyone who's had to be around me over the last... I dunno. However long it's been.

I wasn't myself and I know I messed up real bad.

I'm better now.

...I mean, I'm still dead but I'm alone in my own head again or whatever so that's nice.

How is everyone else?

Are you all okay?

[A long pause.]

Right. Yeah.

That's all.

How I do make this thing stop ag--

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@darkness | audio

[evulsed]

Uh oh. Sounds like someone made a mess of things.

@langit; text

[arsarcanum]

it's his first time using the tablet
give him a chance

@darkness : text

[evulsed]

That's not what I meant stupid.

permatext

[arsarcanum]

oh
okay

consider not meaning that maybe?

[evulsed]

No.

I'd rather watch him squirm.

[arsarcanum]

huh
okay
and that makes you feel... good?

[evulsed]

Were you the one he hurt?

[arsarcanum]

yup!

so did it feel good?
the thing you're doing here in this post
idk if you've stabbed me before

[evulsed]

Pathetic.

Did you even try to defend yourself?

[ ignoring the question? absolutely ]

[arsarcanum]

kinda? didn't really work though :P obvs

okay, so you get your kicks from hurting people
(or smth? idk tell me if i'm wrong)
next question: why? does it make you stronger or something?

[evulsed]

You deserved what you got.

I don't know Sora. Why don't you try to remember?

[arsarcanum]

omg cool so you do know who i am
i was kinda wondering about that

anyway uuuh kinda can't! that's why i'm asking

this is tight tho now i have more questions
1. why did i deserve what i got?
2. are we actually brothers or was that a figure of speech?

[evulsed]

You also go by Skyler.

So the question is: are you really who you think you are?

@lonk; audio

[sublimebeast]

I did but I'm gonna make things right.

[evulsed]

Oh yeah? And how's that?

By saying you're real sorry?

[sublimebeast]

I'm gonna fight.

[evulsed]

Fight what?

[sublimebeast]

Whatever happened...it was terrible. I never want to go through that again.

I don't want anyone to go through that again!

I didn't understand before how bad things got around here but now I do!

So as long as I can still fight, I'll do it.

To protect everyone.

[evulsed]

Give me a break. You must be as simple as your conviction to think its that easy.

You really think swinging your sword around will make anyone feel better?

[sublimebeast]

It's better than that awful haunted, hunted feeling.

I'll do more good swinging my sword than just running around lost and confused doing nothing.

[evulsed]

Or you'll just stab one of your friends again.

[sublimebeast]

How do you know about that?

[evulsed]

Because you're like an open book, idiot.

I know your type.

[sublimebeast]

No you don't.

You don't know me at all.

[He manages to sound slightly offended. Deep down he has a romantic idealized version of himself that's very mysterious, thank you very much.]

[evulsed]

Of course I do.

You're a hero.