first experiment; 9:53 PM

[originallutece]

For our more vampiric population, I come to you with a solution for your dietary problems.

I've invented artificial blood. A substance you can consume without harming others, but that will sustain you much as food and water. I owe a debt to Elena for helping me test them.

Unfortunately, it cannot yet be used in a medical sense-- for blood transplants, which are, by the by, a very important part of medical knowledge, which makes up the second part of this announcement.

If you do not know your blood type, come see me, and I can at least determine it. Blood types are a vital bit of information in a place where one routinely gets cut to bits. Transfusing blood-- that is, the act of giving one's blood to another-- can save a life in many cases. However, if the wrong sorts of blood interact, the result can be deadly.

Many of you do not know your blood type. This will, inevitably, come back to bite you.

So. I suggest you come by my lab within the next few days and find out, before you nearly die of an injury, manage to make it back to town, and then die of your original blood sensing the invader and killing off the cells that came to theoretically heal you. What a horrible, ironic death that would be.

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[withsadness]

[Mary nods. She always wants to hear secrets. And she bet if it's coming from Rosalind, it's a good one.]

I'll keep it very safe.

[originallutece]

I was younger than you, I believe, when I first realized the way I thought and felt things wasn't nearly the same as my peers, or my mother, or anyone else I'd ever met. Attempts at trying to get them to understand only resulted in increasing frustration, until I stopped bothering to try.

My mind works very, very quickly. Too quickly when I was a child, frankly, and I had no one who could keep up. Anyone I spoke to reacted to me as though I was strange. Sometimes they found it amusing, and when I stopped being so funny, they became angry or frightened. I was angry, but more than that, I was acutely aware that I was different from everyone around me.

[Not that they're different in the same way, but oh, god, does she ever know that aching loneliness that comes from being strange. Sometimes it was obvious. Sometimes it was less so, and those are the moments Rosalind hated the most: when it was some minor social cue, some easy thing that everyone in the world understood but her. Groups of girls giggling and gossiping, talking about their days, and it was never pointed, never personal, but for the life of Rosalind could never once understand the point.

It's isolating. And though she never cared, not really, not when there was science to do and physics to discover and she didn't even really like other people, it was still . . . it was still a failure in some small way.

Not that it matters now.]

But the secret, Mary . . . is that it doesn't matter.

You are you. And who you are is undoubtedly different from others. But people are ordinary and dull and petty, often concerned with nothing so much as their own vices and vanities. It's a point of pride to be different.

[withsadness]

[Mary listens with intense, unwavering attention as Rosalind tells her story. Her small mouth open slightly, eyes wide. It doesn't...matter? But how can it not matter, she wonders, when being different has meant, for her, the possibility of being hurt and rejected? It feels like the end of the whole world.

But...it doesn't matter. If she's different, or strange, or sometimes even scary. Scary beyond all conceivable reason. Her voice comes out as barely a whisper as she responds.]

Do you promise?

[originallutece]

I promise.

[She hesitates, her fingers jerking in an ultimately aborted movement. Half-thinking to stroke her fingers through her hair, but too unsure to commit to it.]

. . . it will be hard. It always is, to be different. But that doesn't mean it isn't worth it.