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nocтιѕ lυcιѕ caelυм ([personal profile] broplaints) wrote in [community profile] networkinthenight2019-07-22 09:16 am

text; @kingsknight

So
How many of you have people from your own world here?
Because it's me and two of my friends
Only the three of us didn't die at the same time
And I'm just wondering how often this kind of thing happens
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[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ don't call him out like this. it's so rude!!! ]

i dunno
it's complicated

what if it's just me?
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[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's not so sure since he's reading all of this too, but... it's fine. everything is fine. ]

you sure?
i might not even be

uh you know what
never mind
you're probably right
i'm just worrying for nothing
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private;

[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ look. he'd thought he'd gotten over all his insecurities the last couple of years, but with this, it's just... it's not good for his self-esteem or his self-worth. whatever. it's not like he's told noct the most important thing, so it's not like he could hate him forever. ]

if all that stuff's true then
i dunno
i'm not the prompto you know and you're not the noct i know
the easier thing is just to believe i'm all wrong
cuz i couldn't take ever thinking we weren't really friends
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[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
maybe not?
but i feel like it would
no matter how much i would try to tell myself it doesn't


[ noct wanted honesty, so... there it is. prompto is his own worst enemy. ]

i know you don't have the memories or anything
but a lot of stuff happened after altissia
and i wanna tell you everything
i really really do
you just
it's not something you should have to worry about
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[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ he doesn't know why but maybe i'm not your noctis kind of makes it sound worse. prompto just stares at his device for several long seconds, trying to decide between what he knows he should do and what he knows he shouldn't. in the end, his love for his best friend wins out. as always. ]

then i guess i should tell you the important stuff
but not over a text
i wanna say it to your face
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[personal profile] burstmodes 2019-07-24 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ this is why he'd never wanted to do this, never wanted to bring it up and just pretend things were fine. because they had been until he'd seen noct again after two years, and now, more than ever, he just feels lost. ]

out by the fire
i'm not really gonna go anywhere so