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it's not that i don't want it weighing on me
it's that one of those kids didn't have anywhere to go, so we took him in, and i got to see just how badly it fucked him up
i don't want anyone to have to go through that if they don't have to
and i wouldn't even be that against it if i knew for sure that we could kill whatever the fuck is out there
almost everyone i've talked to said their powers seem at least a little different, and healing spells aren't working the way they should
if i knew that whatever spirits or liches or monsters we were probably going to deal with were even killable, yeah, sure, whatever
but we don't