It was. But, I've gotten used to it. Death is still...not a good thing and I would rather not see people on my table but it happens.

( terrible things happen everyday and the only thing you can do is prepare for them and make it so those who lose someone don't have to deal with it all on their own. )

I don't like death, mind you, but it happens. And I do what I can to help when I can. They're doing all the hard work.